February 2011
3 posts
I can't keep this feelings anymore... he needs to...
You said the past is the past. I know its the past, but some how i still miss it. Like when i’m alone at my room which is majority of the time i always tend to look back and tell myself Wow, that was the good relationship i ever had, i dont think i would have that kind of relationship. I’m scared to fall inlove with someone now. I’m scared to be in a relationship now. You changed...
I'm nothing to him anymore.
I understand that i’m nothing. but can we atleast be good friend ? /; you don’t know how much that hurts me.
(:
It feels good talking to you again on the phone ;)
Just friends. haha. its kinda awkward.
January 2011
80 posts
it hurts.
just by talking to you.. i miss you so much.
Silly me [:: No more turning back, moving forward. →
freskuuu:
I know I didn’t say sorry to you yet, but this is my sorry paragraph or whatever. I’m sorry Devin for doing this to you. I’m done hurting you. I’m done, but I’m not done loving you. Just by saying” I’m done” it hurts, but I have to do this for you because I rather see yourself happy…
♥
I was thinking of calling devin on his cellphone for some odd reason I dont even know why. I keep telling myself that I’m down to call devin. I just wanted to talk to him again or maybe i’m just missing him again -_-’ but yeah When his phone started to ring, I hunged up so fast that i’m thinking its the wrong thing to do. I’m not down… then he called back few mintues later. I was scared to answer...
honestly,
The memories that we have is holding me back. thats the reason why i can’t move on. I dont want to hurt you anymore! I need to move on, but something is telling me to go.. Its not the right time, i have too. ugh, fuck. I dont even know what im typing Lol.
Ugh, it hurts!! >
K: Why'd yu smoke?
D: why?
K: I care.
D: i want to
K: because?
D: i wanted to get things off my mindK:& then what did yu get?D:why ?K:because i care xDD: Kay i got in trouble.. K:and then whats gna happen?D:im supossed to go paceK:but?D:my auntie talked to the principal bcuz their friendsK:lucky huh
D: whatever
K: I'm just saying. Are you okay though?
D: im fineK:Why fine?D:because im fine just fine dont worry about itK:but i have toooooooo (:K:So like.. i dont know what im feeling but my heart is always hurting.. are you feeling the same way?
D: me 2
K: Just by thinking abt you my heart starts hurting. even just by talking to you makes me cry. frk!
D: Then don't talk to me. I dont want you crying.
K: but its gna hurt more? no no no no . its okay
D: idk i dont want you crying thats all
K: why
D: i just dont
K: man.. why do you have to be so nice?
D: so then what you dont like me nice you dont like me mean what do yu expect from me
K: i dont know
D: Neither do i
K: man lots of things are running through my mind. i dont even know who i am anymore.
D: me 2
K: kay, honestly. I want to be with you again, but i dont want to hurt you anymore.Its best to move on, but then at the same time i dont want too.I want too move on, but i just can't.D:Me too Honestly
K: MAN WHY DOES IT HAVE TO B COMPLICATED!!
D: your just making it hard
K: whoa sorry then xD i just need help over here.
D: idk
K: you giving up too?
D: idk idk idk
K: me too. you still love me?
D: of course
K: why
D: nvm then i don't i take it back
K: im just saying
D: because your my best realationship, your amazing. your weird i love that about you. idk klarissa i just idk i cant think straight
K: same here
D: ok
K: maybe yur right.. maybe we should stop talking. and lets see whos going to miss each other first (:AHAHAH
D: I'm already missing you.
K: Psh..
D: your gonna win this one im real..
K: but devin, think about it.
D: i been thinking abt it
k: What i been doing to you, its wrong. I hurt you too much.
D: whats a relationship with out pain..
K: but i dont so many things wrong!!
D: strangers
D: iDk klarissa I just dont know ><
K: mhmm. i miss you though. see we both lost
D: i guess..yu know right now im fckn tearing
K: dont cry!! be a man (:
Hi Devin :D
Devin knows about this Blog. Uh oh.
it was suppose to be a secret, but NVM.
I miss devin ):
I want to be with you, but i dont want to hurt you anymore…
I’m single now,
But that doesn’t mean that i won’t give a fuck about you. Just because I’m Ex. I hate the word “ex” when it comes to you, but anyways.. I will always care about you. I know i said i don’t want to be your ex and then it happen all of a sudden, even the promises i made. I broke it. I’m such a shitty girlfriend ex. I dont know how to keep my promises. I dont know how to be...
lolol
Ohmygee! Devin made me laughed too much last night. We were talking about the Valentine’s day thingy.
Me: Don’t even ask me okay? Im just saying Devin: Okay Me: Okay? just saying Devin: Okay, stop complaining Me: im not even complaining i was just saying Devin: Haha Okay! Me: Okay! :)
Devin : Haha, oh my gosh klarissa. you complain to much Me: not even close! Devin: yes! your...
Valentines?
Devin posted on my wall saying
Klarissa would you be my Valentine? I replied.. WHY and i think hes sad because i didn’t answer it. I only asked WHY. i didnt even say No to him! oh gosh, he takes everything too serious now. I hate seeing him like this.. He told me hes embarassed what i did to him. I’m sorry. I guess he got his hopes high. He said hes going to find someone else and...
He frken wishes ;]
Me: How do you make girls fall for you? Don’t even ask me. Because i really don’t know. Devin: Oh i dont know, I just talked to them. Thats it. i’m funny and chill thats why. Me: Ohh.. Devin: yeah, thats what i did to you ;) Me: psh, shutup. you wish! devin: yes right? - I started giggling - devin: so thats a yes? me: i dont know xD - Me smiling like an loser on the phone -...
Oh devin Oh devin.
I think devin is lying to me..
Devin: Would you still go out with me if i moved to the states? Me: I dont know. Devin: there is no i dont know in Yes or No Me: OR Devin: yes no Me: AH YES! Devin: Okay. You better keep that Me: yess, why though? Devin: because I’m leaving Guam on Feb12 Me: ugh, you frken liar );
Aw, if hes telling the truth I’m going to miss hearing his voice!...
Hahaha, so corny ;)
me: I want to be famous like Selena Gomez ): Devin: just stick with me me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA !
3 - 5 AM :D
Devin woke up. Rizza told me to call him so i did. we talked for awhile. Aw, my baby is sick. i hope he gets better. His voice sounded funny HAHA. i keep teasing him about it. We played this game who ever cussed 5 times loses. And Devin was losing, but then i end up cussing more so i lost -_- oh well, I always lose haha! I never win. Oh and we were fighting over saying like Who loves who more....
Texting moment :)
me and devin were spelling my name out like one by one.
then when it came to the last part i put Pablo
So its like Klarissa Mae Pablo, LOL!
and then devin said I love you <3
(:
Devin said I Have sexy kisses ;]
LOL.
hiklarissafacun:
Devin: I’m embarassed to tell you me: Okay then, nvm. Devin: its like it has to do when we were kissing Me: Oh okay Devin: Yeah, I was popping! HAHA! me: Popping? what do you mean? Devin: Haha, Nvm. it was too cold Me: OOOOHHH!!! I GET IT!! aahahahhha xD
Omg, too funny.
{ think nasty guys }
Kisses on the neck are a fucking turn on ♥
Happy 4 month boyfriend
Yes! We hanged out at Sport Complex. Haha, I seriously love the way you kissed my neck. Fcking turn on fureal. I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE hugging you! :D i feel safe. I love it when you kissed my forehead. I fcking love it. I love you so much baby. I know we been through some bipolar times but don’t worry I’m still here for you, no matter What. <3
Devin gave me this :]
Girlll You Know I-i-i-i-i-i! Haha omg i cant believe im gonna write this shitt for you! But here you go(:
———————————————> This Post is for Klarissa Facun..
Kay. Babeee You already know i love you! You already have me. Trust! I love you because of your personality. its just amazing. people dont see that in you.. i never thought i would date yu! honestly haha.. How we met was pretty whoa.....
Every time i'm on the phone with Devin,
I’m always catching myself laughing or smiling. This feeling in my stomach is i dont know. Hard to explain, but i just catch myself laughing. Ou Its actually a good thing though (: Even though hes not even trying to make me laugh. Sigh. He gets irritated fast but then i’ll irritate him more. I keep saying like ” I’ll show you how to blahblahblah ” xD Its getting...
(:
devin: Great. What do you want from me? Me: What do you want from me? both: You.
HAHAHA xD
Devin: I miss you babe! Me: Every day?! :D Devin: No. Every seconds. Me: awwww <3 so corny.
I swear, I frken hate devin's voicemail. I always...
hiklarissafacun:
LOL. I feel like a dumbass now xD
D: What if i fingered you, would you let me? I’m just asking. I’m not saying that i am, i’m not like that you know that. M: Haha no. D: okay good :) M: Yes’sir.
One day ;]
hiklarissafacun:
One day i’m gonna meet devin’s mom and then i’m gonna go to devin’s house and sleep over. mwhaha, that would be nice.
I just love it when guys say 'promise?' :)
Go ahead and judge my past.
I told you about how i got kinda fingered to arvi.. … and about me and keenan past. yeah biggest Secret. You judged me so fast devin. that is so messed up. i know you were going to freak out, but honestly.. if you dont accept me for who i am then fuck it right? I’ll be alright. i just want a guy to accept me. thats it. i’m not asking too much. you told me that you made out alot...
:D
D: Miss me? K: Yes. very much. D: Aww i just wanna kiss you alot o times K: of course ;) I love your kisses. D: Really K: Noo… haha just kidding, yes! :D D: Okay. I Love yours baby :) K: Who doesn’t? D: Nvm not me K: psh fine, bitch. ohh, is it true that my lips are soft? D: yes, it is very soft. thats why i love kissing it. K: ahhhh, i see i see. D: babe, i just wanna kiss you and...
I hanged out with Alisha, Eliza & the guys for awhile.
Devin was mad at me because he thought i snobbed him but i wsn’t snobbig him. it was his fault for not going up to me. He was being a dickhead, Fureal >< Then we finally talked to each other. We sat down. My mom almost caught me. Thank god she didn’t see me with him :D I keep sayin sorry but he was too mad that’s...
Another night. *Siiiigh..*
I swear i’m getting super irritated how we hardly talk now. I can’t help it anymore. i’m hurting inside every time we hang up. I don’t even know why i’m hurting. Its probably because we’re slowly drifting away? Gahd, I don’t even know why i’m not even used to this yet. I hate school. School makes us talk less. >< Its so fucking hard to...
I'm really guessing that i won't talk to you...
Even though you said that we were going to talk on the phone, but that’s okay. I know your tired from Skating I understand again.
I’ll be waiting for your call if you are going to call, but yeuh bye. Goodnight.
A big Sigh *
Your tired, but i wanted to talk to you. Sorry i was being bipolar.. I didn’t mean it that kind of way. Sorry. I was just missing you too much today, you can say that. I wanted to go home so i can talk to you and i get this, Okay then. I understand. >< Sigh. Your always leaving me, baby. Whyyyy. -.- Your always leaving me.. as in.. Your always getting off the phone early, bleh....
Couples in my school.
I don’t like seeing couples in my school. I always look at them for some odd reason. The way they act its like how me and my boyfriend act when we’re together. We’re always kissing, hugging, holding hands, laughing,smiling, talking & etc. The way he kiss me. <3 OMG. I swear.. everytime i see a couple in my school i really wish i was with my boyfriend at that moment at that...
My mood changes when i talk to you, its a gift...
You make everything so much better. You make everything easy. You make my heart jump 100 times when i hear your voice or i see you in person. You make me smile for nothing. When i’m in a bad mood you know how to make me smile or laugh. You take the pain away so fast, that’s why i love you so much and of course theres many more reasons You don’t know how much i want to be with you...
I love my boyfriend so frken damn much. He is the type of guy that i would last long with. He is so sweet to me on the phone. I love our night talks, it feels like i’m dreaming. He knows when to make me smile and Laugh. he loves teasing me for adding random people xP He loves kissing me. He loves hugging me. What could i ask for more? I’m already happy with him, being with him makes my...
Devin said: I'm the greatest thing that ever...