You said the past is the past. I know its the past, but some how i still miss it. Like when i’m alone at my room which is majority of the time i always tend to look back and tell myself Wow, that was the good relationship i ever had, i dont think i would have that kind of relationship. I’m scared to fall inlove with someone now. I’m scared to be in a relationship now. You changed me. Before, i would flirt with guys like 24/7 but now its like ’ i’m too lazy ’ I swear, you made a big impact in my life. I know that some where in our relationship before, when we broke off.. It was my fault, but you broke it off. we didn’t even atleast work it out, we both gave up. so we both lost.

Some how, i wish we were together still. i wish that never happened to us that one night. I just remember that tomorrow is our 5th month, it could’ve been our 5th month. you could’ve been my longest… but like what you said the past is the past. I still miss you somehow & i still love you. your my best that i ever had, don’t forget that please. I dont care if you hate me, i still care about you no matter what. atleast i’m keeping my words.